Morning Struggle, Afternoon Loneliness and Night Terror

I go to morning service at ERUUF.  Arriving late, I don't see my friends so I sit alone and it is brutal.  Afterward my friends hold me while I cry and they try to reassure me.  One of them tells me she knows I love him and that she's sorry, but that shutting me out … Continue reading Morning Struggle, Afternoon Loneliness and Night Terror

Women Get Raped, Men Get Presumed Innocent

content warning: abuse, assault, rape Between Cosby and Kavanaugh, it's been a shit week for women.  I've attempted to personally minimize the effect on me--after all, I've been feeling better lately.  I don't want to go back.  I don't like feeling all the ugly feelings that fester, unresolved and unwanted, somewhere in my subconscious.  I've … Continue reading Women Get Raped, Men Get Presumed Innocent